Submissive Harlot

“They say, If a man put away his wife, and she go from him, and become another man’s, shall he return unto her again? shall not that land be greatly polluted? but thou hast played the harlot with many lovers; yet return again to me, saith the Lord.”

‭‭Jeremiah‬ ‭3:1‬ ‭KJV‬‬

“For as a young man marrieth a virgin, so shall thy sons marry thee: and as the bridegroom rejoiceth over the bride, so shall thy God rejoice over thee.”

‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭62:5‬ ‭KJV‬‬

“Thou shalt have no other gods before me. Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth: Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;”

‭‭Exodus‬ ‭20:3-5‬ ‭KJV‬‬

“Though thou, Israel, play the harlot, yet let not Judah offend; and come not ye unto Gilgal, neither go ye up to Beth–aven, nor swear, The Lord liveth.”

‭‭Hosea‬ ‭4:15‬ ‭KJV‬‬

“I’m reserved until God is ready to share me!

Dear Papa,

I sincerely apologize for being double minded in all of my ways, for I have been deliberately disobedient. Papa, you said that anything we put before you is an idol. You are a jealous God, and I know this, and I STILL purposely sinned. Papa, as your bridegroom, I understand that our time is short here on earth, and so is your mercy! I have been weak willed and easily influenced by my flesh, and the enemy, and it’s my own fault for not consulting anything with you in prayer. Lord, I have only been consistent with being in the state of inconsistency, with prayer, fasting, and supplication! Lord, I have walked out on you, as a harlot from her husband. I’ve fallen as David did in adulatory with Bathsheba. I’ve fallen far to short, and you continue extending your grace and mercy. It baffles me to know that I was made in your image, and that I am your daughter, and I’ve yet to inherit your trait of forgiveness. I understand that, that’s something I need to work on. When I rise and fall, you continue loving me and giving me hope that tomorrow will be far greater.

Lord, you said no sin is greater than another, why is that I’ve walked away from you, and you haven’t left me. Lord, you said to let God be true, and Everyman a liar! Papa you haven’t divorced me, but you’ve given me yet, another chance. I’ll always love you, and appreciate your kindness and mercy, you are far greater than I’ll ever be, or could ever imagine. I sincerely appreciate you, and I am ready to return to my first love, as Israel did in Hosea, I now understand why my world has been falling apart, it was simply because you needed to remove everything out of my path so you could allure me into the wilderness and comfort me as you did Israel, and I am ready to submit . . .

To be continued


Take it back

You are far more precious and deserve so much more, if he doesn’t treat you well, show him the door. Remain a lady and always be humble the Lord has someone for you so don’t trip or stumble. He is going to love honor and respect you, so don’t worry about if he won’t text you! There’s a difference between a man and a boy, one has a job one plays with toys! If we want to be honest I am the one who was blind, I was crazy I was foolish I missed all of the signs. Maybe one day when my heart is mature again, I’ll never be fooled by another BOY like you again! 🎤😎

I guess I can’t really be upset, you told me you would never hurt me, but I never noticed you were just molding me into a person and didn’t deserve me.

My father said I’m far more precious than rubies, I’m a Proverbs 31 woman, and you though that you could use me, like a welcome matt, you can come and go as you please, but I’m turning things around and I want my keys! The keys that you stole from my my hands to my heart, I’ll never let another boy borrow my heart to treat it so poorly and protect theirs! I promise this isn’t operation it’s not a game or a toy, I was completely misused by a “Man” and not a “Boy”.

The frustrating thing is while you were in disguise I was so naive to believe all do your lies, I’ve grown, I’ve learned only God can change me, I’ll remember that the next time one of you “Men” try to play me!


I am a victim of substance abuse, and I have been for several years, the people who were supposed to help me have hurt me, and I have continued to turn back to them time and time again. I am addicted to hurt, and it’s like a substance that I’ve become immune to, I try to quit cold turkey but I suffer from daily withdraws. I’ve reached my maximum capacity, and the next high that I get could very well be my last high. It’s time to step away permanently from these toxic relationships, and people. I have accepted this challenge, and I am ready to go to rehab, I must change for my better, because my family and friends are only killing me softly.


“Without rain nothing grows learn to embrace the storms of your life.” 

I decided to dance in the rain a little or a lot, not caring about my curls or my dress or stress. I wanted a moment to disown myself and to listen to the earths beauty and realize it cries out sometimes too. No greater peace approached me when I stoped running between the raindrops, and decided to just get wet. Rain is calm, it grows what was once dead, the wild flower is going to rise, the grass is going to grow, and my heart is going to blossom. Thank God for the rain, and for the growth!

Overcomer 🗣🙌🏼🙏🏼👏🏻

“Ever since I’ve been changed I’ve never been the same, thank you for your grace, I’m an overcomer” father you said you would never leave me nor forsake me, I love you Lord, my burdens are far to heavy for me, but I know your just setting the bar high for me, and your holding these burdens with me! Jesus thank you for being so forgiving all of the time. Jesus thank you for keeping me and delivering me, I appreciate you for placing me where you placed me so you can get your glory. Lord everything is for your glory and your will not my glory, I have dominion and authority over every spirit that tries to come against me ! By your stripes not only am I healed but I’m set free, I’m strong Lord not only can I get through this but I will get through this!! I’m a 💎 DIAMOND and lord you are my 👑 King, you don’t fear this temporary world and neither should I! If this is all the devil has trust and believe me this is nothing compared to what’s about to happen, I’m going to stomp on the devils head! I will not be shaken or moved, I’ve got this Jesus I believe in you, and I know you believe in me!

Smile on 😁

😆The best thing in the world was setting myself free from the opinions of others. I’m the child of a King 👑 who isn’t moved by this world, I’m a 🌻wildflower in a field with roses. I am ✨ROYALTY and no one can take away this happiness that Gods given to me. If he did this for me I know he can do it for you ! 

Unapologetic Boldness✨

I don’t apologize for finding myself, or being a beautiful flower. Over analyzing things only blows your circuits not others. Your problems are only big as you make them, sometimes if we step back and realize our lives matter as much as the next persons we would understand that we’re worth fighting for. We must experience life for ourselves and love every second of the good and bad we’ve brought upon ourselves. Sing loud with the car windows down and get on the road with no journey. Remember to smile and give to strangers. Live like you’ve never lived before and love like your never loved before. It’s worth it when you realize you put yourself in countless situations by caring deeply for others instead of yourself. Love the person in the mirror for who they are, and don’t apologize for it! 

Sunshine down on me! 🌻

You have got to reflect on the good things and not the bad things, love and let God handle things. It may seem like hope has failed you, but could it be that it’s just waiting on you to let go and trust? How do you learn if your mistakes teach you nothing? “Time and change happens to us all.” Laugh a lot, spend time smiling instead of stressing and make a difference where it matters. I found myself yesterday and discovered who I really was it and was the best thing I’ve ever done. I’m so happy being me! God bless!

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