I’m spiritually excited, my spirit is willing to pray but my flesh is willing to complain, but I’m reminded in the mist of my troubles, and trials Jesus is my help. I could cry, I could complain, but that only creates confusion for the non believers around me. If Profess to be a follower of Christ, and that the Lord is my salvation, and that he is the King of Kings and Lord of Lords why would I behave contrary to my beliefs ? God is not of confusion but the prince of peace. As we grow older we not only gain spiritual maturity but we gain spiritual strength as well. My brain can not adequately describe the greatness of my God, but I know without a doubt I will get through this.