My heart has been poisoned since birth, my mind has been compelled to believe magazines, and social media were right, and that my dreams were unrealistic and wrong. I’m wise now, but so confused. I’ve been trying to break free from this toxic artificial relationship with Hollywood since birth. I would appreciate more stability, consistency and long jevity in a serious relationship, with values, morals and that had a true meaning. God said he would never leave me nor forsake me, his word doesn’t change, and neither does he. My Jesus is holy, he is cleansing me and purifying me, day by day!