Stay mute, don’t give your opinion. You listen to what you want, and I’m not aloud to express myself … but I lack emotion … you’re shattered and I’m cutting
myself on your broken pieces, it hurts but I care. Abstaining from you in 10x harder than an addict withdrawing from heroin. You were my plug and my drug and its time that I stop buying, or I could end up hurt with a life sentence and I’m not even trying. You were are narc like a shark searching for blood, you prey on the innocent, and intend to destroy because unfortunately you’re the one that wants more.
My spirit was willing and my flesh was weak and you were waiting at the perfect time to play hide and seek with my heart while emotionally being so far, you wanted me to consent to death due us part but I remained silent. Due to my silence I was considered guilty because I found out that your intentions were filthy.
I was your woman and you were my man, I was clear when I said I didn’t have the time, you invested and so did I, I learned that what I did was wrong by giving you my heart, I felt obligated because you broke in and stole everything else like a thief in the night, its not fair how you treated me and then I was the one to blame and had the shame while you continued with your childish games.
The Man I knew in July ended up being the one who told me all of the lies. You changed and it hurt me more than words could describe. You told me to melt your heart and turn it into a ring, but I feared the risk too much.
When I met you my health immediately changed, I then began making sacrifices that were almost too much to bear. July when Sonny met Sonset my life changed. I was partially blinded and the retina in my eyes were damaged due to the inevitable brightness that was brought into my life. You called me your therapist and you ended up being my therapy dog. You lead, guided, and comforted me, the quality time could never been forgotten, until I look at things from a real perspective and see I was no value to you only my heart was, it’s just time I take one more chance and walk away, I must set myself free from your insecurities and unresolved issues
I would never wish for you to hurt as I did but I pray the energy you invested in me you turn it into positive energy and become the man you’re supposed to be in Christ, I promise to pray for you continually…thank you for my lessons and blessings…
Until we meet again in heavenly places ❤️